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Thursday, November 3, 2011

Mimpi sedih

It's the kind of dream i hate the most..
it makes me sad,
it makes me become unstabble emotionally..
no .. i dun miss him., I've moved on with my life
the day i decided to let him go i've deleted his phone number, erased all his emails , shred all his picture ( i keep only 1 picture in case i need to mandrem him).. i dun talk about him anymore.. i dont wait for his late night calls anymore.. i dun long for his wake up calls or surprise sweet mms picture ..
No i let him and everything about him more than a year ago when i decided with a very heavy heart to end our relationship ..
Strange that i dreamnt of him last week and dreamt the same dream again last night.
I hate it that when i got up i couldnt help myself but cried. I cried not because I miss him or still in love with him. I cried because I know he is still thinking about me!