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Monday, June 22, 2009

of Phobia...trauma..and such...

I am living in fear now..
cant sleep for the past few days...
am very sensetive to every sound, footstep, shadow , movement and voice that i hear...
it's all because...
there was this idiot indon broke into my house ..
and stole all my gold, diamond , cash and valuables..
lucky i was away.. for i cant imagine what will happen to me if i was home when it happened..
but he has my spare keys.. he took them all..
really scared that he might come again , or bring the whole batalion to take other things in the house..
so yesterday.. i did what is necessary for me to keep me and my house save from any intruder..
i even sleep with a few knives by my side...
i might kill a passing by cat or bird..
but i think my life worth more than that..
and I pray to God to protect me.. always
err.. will having a hubby shake all my fear away ? ;)