2012 version of Me- Happy new year u ols...

Hmm happy new year everyone..

hope it's not tooo late for to wish u that.. x mau ckp pasal new year resolutions coz in my case every year i end up carrying forward my previous year's resolutions.. so xde makne kan

I celebrated new year in Kuching.. tapi demam la pulak so didnt get to do much.. tido dlm hotel room je.. mkn pun order room servis je..

so how did i celebrate the new year? i've been thinking of revamping my image so after balik from Kuching..

i main makeup2 and took self shot.. hehe mmg kurang kasih sayang i nih :)

so here are some self taken pics to share.. enjoy!

When the sea, mountains and sheep meet.. Kia Ora New Zealand!

Whenever i am stressed out
and swamped with piles and piles of work..
I keep telling myself that it's allright to work all out now..
one day when the time is right i would reward myself with a trip to New Zealand again!
I've fallen in love with this beautiful country and hope to go there again someday
when time, budget and my bos permits... hehe


here are some pictures taken during my short visit to Christchurch last Chinese New Year.. enjoy them and u'll understand why i've always wanted to go back to NZ!

my fav pic.. posing behind the art centre gate

The art centre grand entrance

The famous Arch in the heart of Christchurch

Kaikoura sunrise.. got up at 5.00am just to snap this pic.. n it's worth it!

Spectacular view from the Gondola station

to be continued....hehe

The Decision

It was something I wanted
There's no point to stay and suffer
The unbearable pain cut me deeper
And I couldt stop the bleeding any longer


So I let you go... set u free
cut the string that attched u and me
the coil that toy my heart blindly
The undefined emotions that drove me crazy

Not that I didnt Love you
Being with you made me forget myself
Not that I didnt Long for you
Flirting with you was something my desire couldnt resist

I just love myself more
I want me to be someone I adore
I'll risk what I have to further explore
and accept openly what my future restores

11.12.11

Mimpi sedih

It's the kind of dream i hate the most..
it makes me sad,
it makes me become unstabble emotionally..
no .. i dun miss him., I've moved on with my life
the day i decided to let him go i've deleted his phone number, erased all his emails , shred all his picture ( i keep only 1 picture in case i need to mandrem him).. i dun talk about him anymore.. i dont wait for his late night calls anymore.. i dun long for his wake up calls or surprise sweet mms picture ..
No i let him and everything about him more than a year ago when i decided with a very heavy heart to end our relationship ..
Strange that i dreamnt of him last week and dreamt the same dream again last night.
I hate it that when i got up i couldnt help myself but cried. I cried not because I miss him or still in love with him. I cried because I know he is still thinking about me!

Memey's Fairytale Wedding

Ish x ilang2 lagi mood bergosip ala2 majalah mangga.. tapi kali nih bukan nak gossip pasal orang tapi nak ceritera pasal baju kawin siapa lagi kalau bukan Memey Suhaiza....

Pelakon drama yang turned from nobody to somebody selepas kontroversi kes khalwat ngan Norman Hakim..

Khabarnya walaupun di kutuk berbakul2 Memey ni murah rezki kalau x takan la Rafflesia nak taja wedding die yang katanya 12 juta tuh..

jom skodeng baju2 die

Yang sweet light brown nih memey pakai mase nikah.. designed by Ezuwan Ismail.. mcm jubah modern kan.. i think colour baju nih ok tapi x suke mekap die coz i think she is naturally beautiful so for her less is more.. but i think she looks like Lisa Surihani here.. kan?

Yang dress putih for cake cutting nih designed by Rizman Ruzaini... gempak tak cake monochrome diorang? siap ada edible image gambar depa you... malatop!

Yang pink ni I suke sgt coz die mcm ada 3d effek bunga2 all over this baju.. yang ni pun Memey pakai sejurus selepas nikah kat tengaroh... Baju nih designed by Hatta Dolmat.. khabarnya cost baju nih mencecah 12 k! kelas ko maria

Baju ala2 greek princess nih yang Memey pakai masa kat Crowne Mutiara Plaza, Kl ala yang 12 juta tuh.. tapi x sure la baju ni ke yang bakal masuk museum negara tuy... yang paling menarik tgk la sape bride's maid die.. Fathia, Miera Liyana and Julia Ziegler and yang sorang lagi ampun I x dpt cam... tapi semua Hot Chick gitu sure tergugat ko Memey hehe

Hasil pengooglelan juge, I found this very beautiful pre wedding picture.. ehsan Iezla Bridal House..and I personally think dalam banyak2 baju walaupun baju ni bukan ribu riban tapi she looks amazing in modern kebaya nih coz baju ni somehow menyerlahkan keayuan Memey sebagai gadis desa yang jelita. setuju tak?

p/s: for more updates on Memey-Norman wedding sesila tgk annaseaskay punya blog tau

Alkisah Fidah Ibrahim dan Mamat

Ish tetiba je rase nak bergosip x tau la nape.. lepas raye nih setan dah kembali memunculkan dirinya kot hehe

Tadi baca Malaysian Insider kt Yahoo and ada la cite si Mamat sepah yang kononnya telah influence Fidah ( alah minah comel yang belakon syurga cinta ngan Mia Sara tu) to bukak tudung and such.. of course la die deny and according to him die x kesah la Fidah nak pakai tudung ke topi ke tu hak die..

After google punye google then I jumpe la pic ni yang kononnya diaorang dua g cuti2 Batam, pakai baju sedondon lagi..

And from the picture yang i jumpe mmg nampak mcm Fidah x pakai tudung cz mcm nampak rambut tapi x tau la tu wig die ke or selendang jurai2 ke..

Tapi I rase kita janganla mudah hukum orang , coz yang penting hati budi kan.. Usahlah buat cerita kalau x pasti coz tu dah kira fitnah...

Mungkin ada orang dengki ngan couple terhangat Malaya ni and nak buat diorang renggang ... Munhkin ini juga satu peringatan untuk Fidah n Mamat untuk berfikir dahulu sebelum bertindak or think carefully before you upload any personal picture to any social website!

Ni la pic yang I jumpe hasil pengooglelan sebentar tadi.. nilai la sendiri :)

Cantiknya Baju Kahwin Faezah Elai!

Baru terperasan entry Perkahwinan Faezah Elai and Hubby. Suke Sgt baju die! cantik kan!

The colour , the delicate details , the design and fabric mmg cantik sgt and accentuate her figure and skin colour.. Busana Rekaan Hatta Dolmat ni mmg creative and sangat Vass!

meh tgk nih.. isnt she lovely!

I mmg minat Faezah since die menang Cleo Cover Girl Search arnd 2005 dulu.. coz i think she has unique features yang x jemu dipandang.. in terms of talent lak.. I only saw her in the movie 'cun' kira ok la .

Despite all the gossips yang melanda she has proven that true love conquers all .. lantaq pi la orang nak kata ape kan Faezah.. Jodoh di tangan tuhan.. dah tertulis u and Heykal will be together

Ape2 pun selamat pengantin baru , selamat hari raya and all the best for everything.